Trailer Æ The Flesh Cartel #6 PDF by ☆ Rachel Haimowitz 5 STARS of excellence and I applauded Heidi Belleau and Rachel Haimowitz for their writing talents in this last episode of the season I don t like the pain it has caused me but it is brilliant never the less I know I said last month that the whole physiological twist to the story was the worst book so far shite, you ain t seen nothing yet I almost put this down, never to be picked up again, I was a snivelling mess of emotions, it is only my FAITH in the authors that this will eventually come good, and my desperate need to stay with the boys that I picked it back up and forced myself to read through tears, I just didn t want any pain for these two boys, plus as much as I hate it, I also love it and it is most definitely COMPELLING reading But FUCK have they not been through enough I am not sure even a lifetime in therapy is g Rachel and Heidi certainly delivered on the mind f ck this time as always THIS WAS CERTAINLY ME BEFORE AND AFTER THE DARKNESS I HAVE JUST read
oh no no no no no no There are no spoilers from Brotherhood, but there will inevitably be some from Captured, Auction, Choices, Consequences, and Wins and Losses Contains cussing and explicit scenes 4.
5 He felt high Relaxed Unafraid Loved stars Did that just no, no, that didn t happen screams Boys in your position, Douglas, you ll soon learn, get exactly what they deserve nothing , nothing less, every time.
Me Well, I wasn t expecting that Book You weren t expecting something messed up from Heidi and Rachel Me Well yes, but it s only the 6th episode Book Your point is Mat only has one thing left in which to reduce Dougie s misery His trust But when he s asked to do something awful, will he do it Or will their love for each other last longer Dougie is still being broken in, Nikolai is still trying, even Mindfuckery at its FINEST Nikolai accomplished what I thought could not be accomplished Yes, Douglas For you, I will Because you re so very special and precious to me, precious than any of the others.
He didn t say it, but Dougie felt it, an intense bond between them, made up of chains and locks and pain and fear, but did that matter any Was it any worse than what had bound him to Mat loneliness and grief and blood I m officially eating my words because the man is diabolical And I still like him He s a sociopath, don t get me wrong, but strangely likable or maybe I ve drunk too much of the Kool Aid Crack like addiction continues.
I have never, in my many decades of reading, read anything as hopelessly dark as this series view spoiler Nicolai has broken everything and everyone I can t conceive of a punishment evil enough for him hide spoiler Good gawd This was painful So so painful.
And yet I cannot look away I cannot stop I cannot give up HOPE.
5 STARS bWell, Nikolia won again I suppose if you keep someone in a constant state of fear that person will eventually break Otherwise, I find it difficult to believe that he would have succeeded in his mindfuck so damn easily It s also a bit difficult to believe that anyone could survive some of the physical abuse without medical assistance So yes, this installment was a little bit difficult to believe It was a stretch for sure Hence the 3.
This series is absolutely breathtaking It s insanely good, because the psychological aspects totally go under my skin Did you ever wonder why there are cults who collectively commit suicide What would convince them that this was a sane decision Why do people follow cults in the first place In THIS series, you get an answer to why would a healthy young man become a submissive sex slave outside of a BDSM context where the guys actually WANT to be that How can a person s thinking and emotions be changed in a way that he accepts being a property and thinks of it as a good, desirable thing How can the LACK of pain be something so sweet and desirable that it makes you love your TORTURER, just because he doesn t inflict pain on you any.
And how can you feel you DESERVE pain if your torturer does decide to punish you In The Season Finale Of The Flesh Cartel Fragmentation, Nikolai Sets Into Motion His Plan To Break The Bonds Of Brotherhood Between Dougie And Mat Time And Again, Mat And Dougie Have Proven They Ll Do Anything To Stay Together, Anything To Spare The Other Misery Or Pain To Sever That Thread, Nikolai Plots A Strategy Cruel And Clever Than He S Ever Employed Before And To Pull It All Off, He Enlists The Help Of A Willing Accomplice MatYou See, Mat And Nikolai Have Come To An Understanding Or Rather, Nikolai Has Come To Understand What Makes Mat Tick How To Wind Him Up How To Make Him Stop And How Very Much He S Willing To Sacrifice For His Brother S HappinessBut Mat Is Still A Loose Cannon, And There S No Telling How Nikolai S Plan Will Unfold One Thing S For Certain Though Nikolai Never Fails, And With Mat S Cooperation Or Without It, Dougie Will Be HisThis Title Is Part Of The The Flesh Cartel, Season Fragmentation SerialWord Count , Drawn to this compelling series like a rabbit in the headlights, other books are all just bland by comparison Rachel Heidi create such an atmosphere of dread and fear, completely believable These characters are totally real to me That bastard Nikolai continues with his fiendish plan to destroy Dougie s belief in MatDid he tell you to say that God, Mat didn t know He didn t know anything at all any It was all one long mindfuck and he was falling so far behind that no amount of running could ever catch him up